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脹相 Choso ([personal profile] gimu) wrote2024-04-01 06:21 pm
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CHARACTER NAME CHOSO
CIVILIAN NAME RYOUTOKU, NORITOSHI
TEAM REVELATION
HOUSING NUMBER 010
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[personal profile] eyescar 2024-04-09 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Yuji knew it was a mistake as son as he did it.

Watching Choso's reaction... He takes a deep breath and wiggles over, wrapping around his brother like some kind of limpet, sinking into his body and squeezing him gently. ]


... Onii-chan, I'm here. It's okay.

[ A rare gift for a rare moment. ]
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[personal profile] eyescar 2024-04-09 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Yuji sinks into the solid weight of Choso, squeezing him gently.

Does his brother know how much Yuji trusts him? Knowing that Choso will witness these events sooner rather than later, trusting him to unburden his heart to him, to offer it all over to him... Breathing out, he lets himself use Choso's strength to keep him up.

He tells Choso more than he tells anyone else. He trusts his brother to help him.

Arms and legs wrap around Choso, more childlike than Yuji would like to admit to, pressing his face into his brother's chest. ]


Thank you. For listening.
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[personal profile] eyescar 2024-04-09 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The tight, secure embrace is exactly what he needs, even if it's a little... Awkward that his brother is dressed like this...

The rocking is odd, but soothing, and Yuji lets it happen, allowing himself to be held and cherished and comforted in a way that only his sibling can do. The softness of it is unusual for him, and he basks in it, letting his expression soften and his eyes close as he nods his head. ]


I'll do the same for you, okay?

[ He grips at the back of Choso's weird costume. ]

I promise. I'm your little brother, right? So I'm making a promise as a brother.
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[personal profile] eyescar 2024-04-10 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His silly, goofy brother...

Yuji rubs his hand along his back, laughing softly. ]


We will.

[ Then, haltingly, hesitating - ]

I love you, Choso.

[ In whatever way that love is... He knows he feels it, intensely, rushing through him in the last few weeks, a deeply, platonic affection he can't hide. ]
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[personal profile] eyescar 2024-04-10 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Has Yuji ever been loved before...?

He doesn't know.

He's sure his grandpa loved him, but it's not like they had that emotional connection. He never got to say it to Nanamin, and he could never admit to Kugisaki or Megumi how much he cares about them, so... So...

Breathing out, he tilts his head up and presses his forehead to Choso's, gripping him as he sniffles. It's too much.

He doesn't deserve this, does he?

He's barely Choso's brother. Barely a person, now. But still...

... Still.

He blinks back his tears. ]


I'm glad. I'm so glad.